Wednesday, November 07, 2007

And Me Without A Butterfly Net...

I'm a pretty superstitious person, so sometimes I won't tell anyone anything new that I'm excited about because A) I don't want to jinx it and B) if it blows up in my face I don't want to look like an idiot.

But dammit- why shouldn't I share the good with ya'll, too? I'm always bitching about one thing or another...once in a while I know you'd like to read something that will make you smile.

So here it is.

*takes a deep breath*

I do believe I'm smitten with Navy Guy! Smitten as in I think I really like him. Is that too sappy for a Thursday morning? Is it too soon to know that after only 3 albeit AMAZING dates?

Sure there's a lot more I want to know about him before I take myself out of rotation, but he gives me that, that...I can't even describe it. It's that feeling that makes me lay down my armor and not be so guarded with him.

That feeling that puts me on cloud nine with just one of his looks. That feeling that makes me abandon my VERY STRICT "no PDA" rule and actually allow him to hold my hand IN THE STREET where everyone can see us!

AND...I even let him kiss me goodnight...IN PUBLIC!!! It's craziness; I saw him go for the lean in and instead of giving him my cheek like I'd normally do, I just let him kiss me...

What the F*CK is going on?? Who spiked my tea? This is so NOT like me at all!!

I'm gonna need 20ccs of Jaded Bitterness- STAT!

Quick, someone show me some pics of him with a hooker. Or eating babies. Or shooting up heroin. I need to see what's behind the curtain- the man or the myth?

*smooches...scared of this fuzzy, tingly feeling in my gut...*
I told ya'll...
those damn butterflies
will get ya EVERY TIME!