Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Bitch Slapped By The Universe. Again.

I had a different post in mind for today, even started to write it earlier this afternoon, but then I got a bit of news that kind of slapped me in the face. Hard.

Without going into too much detail, lets just say I thought I had a certain situation under control, that I knew what I was doing, what I was getting into and where I stood. I was wrong. And now with this rug pulled out from under me and thrown in my face, I have to figure out where to go from here- which path I should choose. Wondering if I can live with the choice I make.

I mean, can I deal with a slice of happiness or do I order the whole pie? A la mode?

Yeah, I'm dealing with some shit right now; The Voices are in OVERDRIVE.

So I'm going to need a minute to ice my cheek and get a few teeth replaced and think about what I'm doing with my life right now. But you know I love you to bits n pieces with a cherry on top, so I'm going to gift you this musical interlude, featuring songs that stay on repeat while I try to make sense of my life:

Any minute now I'm expecting my neighbors to bang on my door and either dance with me or beg for me to play something else...but whatever. I got shit on my mind. Only music helps me think straight.

*smooches...wondering where these curve balls keep coming from*
seriously, it's like 2009 ain't trying to be done with me EVER!

and sorry some of the videos are so huge but these really are the songs I have on repeat and I tried my best to find smaller ones but they didn't exist.

WTF, why am I apologizing? Just freakin' DEAL, OK?!?!