"What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop." -Meredith Grey, "Grey's Anatomy"
I understand a lot of what I do is to my own detriment. I also understand that it makes me insane. I accept that. But the pull to habitually be unhappy is strong. STRONG. Like, magnetically strong. Trying to do better is honestly the hardest thing I've ever attempted.
Now please excuse me while I hoover down a whole bag of "organic" popcorn.
*smooches...bedazzling my hammer while watching Netflix*
I mean if I'm gonna beat myself with it, might as well make it cute.